A Brutal Kind of Leaving

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by Lana Bella

 

             

tufts of wool,

red signals amid blue whims

of careless fingers,

she is a moving trajectory

holding on to my hand,

on the roads I’ve walked many miles

staring into men’s eyes,

bemused at their sadness,

 

PICASSO: LES DESMOISELLES. - Pablo Picasso: Study for Demoiselles d'Avignon. Watercolor, 1907. The Granger Collection / Universal Images Group

PICASSO: LES DESMOISELLES. – Pablo Picasso: Study for Demoiselles d’Avignon. Watercolor, 1907. The Granger Collection / Universal Images Group

her hands, 

holding the tea cup now,

avoiding the lipstick trail splaying 

to disappointment,

her lips, 

careful to sift through

the loose tea leaves and tepid water,

giving pause where

the weight of sighs is chained

to the bottom like anchors,

 

clicks of joints announce

her clumsy push from the table,

I turn back,

fastening still to the length of her city,

but it seems I am looking 

to a distant place 

where all past recedes to,

 

old souls float near each other

as if asleep, pale, dark faces,

all beautifully shaped,

exploded like dandelion plumes in wind,

and yet,

I am no longer welcome there,

for the woman I love most is wearing all

the bodies I left behind–

Lana Bella has published in many literary journals and has a chapbook forthcoming from Crisis Chronicles Press. She divides her time between the USA and the coastal town of Nha Trang, Vietnam. As a Featured Writer, she is willing to correspond with poets seeking advice on matters related to writing and publishing. She may be reached at lana.bella@rocketmail.com.

 

Photo credit: PICASSO: LES DESMOISELLES. – Pablo Picasso: Study for Demoiselles d’Avignon. Watercolor, 1907.. Fine Art. Encyclopædia Britannica ImageQuest. Web. 16 Dec 2015.  http://quest.eb.com/search/140_1646718/1/140_1646718/cite